Unsolved

Why am I here today
Is this a test or a game
Is there a solution
For the sentence I’ve gained.

Why is it so tough to understand
Difficult to accept the ones who care
For most who sit and stare
Only few have the will to love and share.

Why is love so painful
Why are miracles so few
Why is life so daunting
Is there no fortune calling.

"Sometimes, even to live is an act of courage" ~ HoLee Ching

At The Edge

I am very tired and so are they. Won't you let me recover?

I have a million things to accomplish and them to make proud. Won't you give me strength?

I need to stand again and they need to be relieved. Won't you listen to my prayers?


I'm watching you God. I'm shouting out to you. Can't you hear me? Can't you see me?

Ruby Ruby Ruby!

Ruby took me to Sunway for lunch today! We had Kenny Rogers (one of my all time faves) paid about 16 bucks for it all...was pretty worth it I'd say.
Then the most amazing thing happened, I didn't spend a single cent after that! Ooooh Heva would be so pwoud! Ehe! (God, I sound annoying! *rolls eyes at self*)
Actually, we were in Sunway because Ruby had to cash in a cheque, so being the curious sibuk fella I observed and learnt how to deposit a cheque. My next lesson was "How to withdraw money from the ATM machine?" which I learnt shortly after lunch.
Ruby wanted to get herself a good book for the upcoming one month holiday. So we headed straight to MPH, where she grabbed a book called Inkheart (trilogy) I just stared at the thick book...I wanna buy a story book too! Tada duit bah! Ish ish! Menyampah-ness. Anyway, Ruby sure deserved her new book, she has been working really hard, studies and her part time job...she so deserved it.
We headed back to college to revise our studies after that. Besides banking in and withdrawing money, I discovered that:

1. We are all very fortunate, in some way.
2. Our choices and desires are the factors that define us
3. Si Wei rather go CC then see my face! Hmph! Geram-ness

Right now, I should be offline and "dating" my Social Psychology book. But no, I had to watch Guru and get hooked on the song Tere Bina, come online and blog...gosh I need discipline! I'm going off now.

The Four Letter Word

I'm looking for 4 letter words (besides f***)
Any ideas?

I'm 18...seriously

This post is to remind me to think of what someone dear to me has advised. For the first time I will be looking at things from a different way...his way. It makes sense but somehow I need time to think it through. I realized that even if I cut my hair short to look younger, it wouldn't really help. Suddenly, I'm thinking about what I've always wanted and when I compare and contrast it with others I discovered I'm going to be one miserable successful person. Gosh...

H, P & J

Some of the photos of my favourite trio in college. =)

Note their mischievious faces. They are so up to something.



Jaya, better known as Mathan and Heva.

Goofing around again! Ehe!

The boys' favourite past time! Luckily I was the one with the camera.

It looks like he's hugging me (well sorta is) but you have to view the next photo

SEE WHAT I MEAN! *squeals*

We love P & J. They love us too, in their own way! =)