Updates!

Okay I've neglected my blog for way too long...

Let's see...

1. I passed my driving test! Actually got through the first time! *cheers* I'm officially a P license driver. I owe it all to my new buddy Koshin, who risked his life teaching me how to drive! Nehehe
2. I am bored out of my mind.
3. I've registered for my degree...finally.
4. I have yet to watch the Oscar Award Winning film, Slumdog Millionaire.
5. Maxis gave me RM18 free credit! So I called Mathew...and discovered his talent in immitating people. Hahaha
6. Oh yeah! I met Shaun Eric Ravind for the first time, met his girlfriend too. We went out for lunch, Peter joined us. Met Su Chen, Heva, Heva's mum and sis. God I miss them so much.
7. Still single, still happy. Nehehe.
8. Driving wise: Daddy says "Keep to ya lane, keep to ya lane" Mummy says "Brake, brake, BRAKE!!!"
9. Visited Si Wei who looks smexy in SJMC's hospital gown. Hahaha!
10. I can't believe I find him so attractive! Wow!
11. My column is due!
12. I'm missing Lizzie very much! =(
13. Cocktail Party!
14. I'm addicted to Milo!
15. Can't wait to start my degree. I'm terribly bored at home. Sigh...

Hahaha, so yeah. That's pretty much some of the stuff currently going on.

Unrequited Love

"A mighty pain to love it is,
And 'tis a pain that pain to miss;
But of all pains, the greatest pain
It is to love, but love in vain."

~ Abraham Crowley

The Fall

Tears stream down my face
Failure has overpowered me once again
Effort and pain, the horrid strain
All lost by few words of no gain

Tried, I have over and over
Yet this defeat I’m unable to cover
Pride has taken its dreadful fall
No joy, no faith, nothing at all

I question if this I deserve
Is this the fate I have craved
Such frustrating injustice they have reserved
Is this for me, a wonder I can’t explain

Have all the beads of sweat
Meant nothing but sheer regret
But failure has yet to have the best of me
For there’s still the will to make them see
Who someday, I can be

Unsolved

Why am I here today
Is this a test or a game
Is there a solution
For the sentence I’ve gained.

Why is it so tough to understand
Difficult to accept the ones who care
For most who sit and stare
Only few have the will to love and share.

Why is love so painful
Why are miracles so few
Why is life so daunting
Is there no fortune calling.

"Sometimes, even to live is an act of courage" ~ HoLee Ching

At The Edge

I am very tired and so are they. Won't you let me recover?

I have a million things to accomplish and them to make proud. Won't you give me strength?

I need to stand again and they need to be relieved. Won't you listen to my prayers?


I'm watching you God. I'm shouting out to you. Can't you hear me? Can't you see me?

Ruby Ruby Ruby!

Ruby took me to Sunway for lunch today! We had Kenny Rogers (one of my all time faves) paid about 16 bucks for it all...was pretty worth it I'd say.
Then the most amazing thing happened, I didn't spend a single cent after that! Ooooh Heva would be so pwoud! Ehe! (God, I sound annoying! *rolls eyes at self*)
Actually, we were in Sunway because Ruby had to cash in a cheque, so being the curious sibuk fella I observed and learnt how to deposit a cheque. My next lesson was "How to withdraw money from the ATM machine?" which I learnt shortly after lunch.
Ruby wanted to get herself a good book for the upcoming one month holiday. So we headed straight to MPH, where she grabbed a book called Inkheart (trilogy) I just stared at the thick book...I wanna buy a story book too! Tada duit bah! Ish ish! Menyampah-ness. Anyway, Ruby sure deserved her new book, she has been working really hard, studies and her part time job...she so deserved it.
We headed back to college to revise our studies after that. Besides banking in and withdrawing money, I discovered that:

1. We are all very fortunate, in some way.
2. Our choices and desires are the factors that define us
3. Si Wei rather go CC then see my face! Hmph! Geram-ness

Right now, I should be offline and "dating" my Social Psychology book. But no, I had to watch Guru and get hooked on the song Tere Bina, come online and blog...gosh I need discipline! I'm going off now.